Happiness

"I'm still smiling. Say Goodbye to the 'Past', Hello to the 'Present' and 'Bring it on!' to the 'future'" ~ Tyner Twine <3

"Hanabira"

“Hanabira” (Petals)

By: Tyner Twine

Oh blood colored flower storm rage on!

Mate and dance with the wind

lying and sadness consumes you

and stains your innocent, pure heart

Trusting kindness alone was enough

Asking why is no option to die for

Selfishness is not the key to everything

And tears only bring more darkness

Soulless kind words pouring down

Only makes  you weaker

The little steps you take

Traps you in the crossroad

There's no other way, I have to go

I lost something to believe in

If I ever die alone tonight,

I would not have to feel pain

Oh let the soulless words flow and come forth!

Give me the strength to lie on, deceive

Living is more painful when

caring comes from empty words, there's no choice

If I let these crimson petals flow from you

and tie our distant fates together

The end will come and I'll have to cry

that'll make me a sinner in your eyes

and so good bye.

Amidst the whispering wind

I felt a tiny spark

I saw your peaceful smile  

And I died a little more inside

If I am only like the strong breeze

blowing over the sea

I'll blow that tiny spark in your heart

to wake the sleeping flames

engulf you in darkness

so we can sin together

But it's better like this,

When the only one to die is me.

I never wanted you to love me

because loving you is all that I need

Oh blood colored flower storm rage on!

Mate and dance with the wind

lying and sadness consumes you

and stains your innocent, pure heart

Oh Let the new morning flow and come forth!

Mate and dance with your light and warmth

Death and hell is nothing to me

compared to giving you a peaceful life.

"ADDICTIVE"

“Addictive”

BY: Tyner Twine 

  

"Translate and you shall see."

 Without an ounce of regret and pain

we parted ways in this city

Love is nothing but the winds behind our backs

and the long and winding road before us

the little sea of lies

turns into a book of promises

A melody made of fragile glass

Our hearts must have felt

The coming of winter

Because we faded with 

The silver lining

You faded ‘cause your 'tomorrow'

Is covered in gray

Stopped in time and crying for yesterday

The words that failed to reach me

In our lonely dreams

Became nothing but a river of tears

The cold loneliness

That passed us by

The days when it was just too hard to bear

The light we continued to search for and lose

Became

The blacks and grays we hold on to

The dying 'flowers'

Calls out to my conscience

Ahh.

And you became the truth I now believe in

I know the words "I love you" Will not bring you back to me

Our “Forever” is no longer here

The moments that spreads like

This fearful blizzard 

Disappears like your voice.

The last sad words from me to you

Was a tearful 'goodbye'

In this frozen time

(I want to keep dreaming)

In this cold and fateful night

Your light begins to fade

And slowly slip away.

The little truths of the white lies we’d hidden

In the sleeping of the faith we once had,

The impossible caress of wanting to forget you

Haunts us in the monochromatic shades

Here on to, I say good bye to you

And what was once was true

This will be the pledge

That I’ll keep on breaking time and time again

And so, until forever sleeps in reality

I’ll see the sadness of this love

And if the day ever comes for us to forget

All of our tears will turn into blood

The kindness which breached loving

Turned into gray

And trapped us in this time-stopped world

And if our sadness brings in the light we had never seen

Always remember,

The end from which we are standing,

…Is the birth of a sad beginning...

S^&Mate (Soul and Mate)

S ^ &Mate
(Soul and Mate)
Written by: Tyner Twine (me)

I'm sorry that for a while, it's your name I hear
and it's you i dream about.

Though I am dead to you,
You are alive in me,
A hope that never wavers,
Is a pain that lingers,
You are a ghost I cannot see
Though I still want to believe
Someday we’ll sadly meet
In the seed of a lonely dream

the strength you stole from me
The sight you blinded
Searches for the love stained dreams
We saw together

The lies you'd created in me,
Is enough to make the stars/ universe explode
in the heat
That little child in me,
Is in heaven right now,
You opened the door
To a sad lover's journey.

The scary search for the warm winter
brings us closer than ever ...but
the selfishness of solitude brightens the darkened mood
I am blinded but it feels so good.

With your hands,
I want you to taint me,
I'm not afraid, I hear the waves
Make me yours, as you are mine,
A nightmarish dream as we recline
This love of longing that I came to hate
Passes through the days of Fate
I sleep with you and your name...S^andMate. (Soul Mate)

The lies you'd created in me,
Is enough to make the stars/ universe explode
In the heat
That little child in me,
Is in heaven right now,
You opened the door
To a sad lover's journey.

Let us cross this bridge without love
and tie the lone blood-colored strings
And sink into the cold pain of oblivion

The lies you'd created in me,
Is enough to make the stars/ universe explode
In the heat
That little child in me,
Is in heaven right now,
You opened the door
To a sad lover's reach.

In the coming of a morning without sun
Search for me in the heat, blood and run,
The seed of lies develops into a dream
And i sink into it willingly
And dream of you loving only me
As the crimson stain blooms in my chest...

L ^3 (Love, Lust, Literature)

L^3

Tyner Twine

It has been a while since I had written,

I must have been in a two year- trance

Though the shadows of my desires're hidden,

Love and lust for writing flows like blood in these hands

What had mummed me into literary silence,

Clogged my pen and blotted my soul?

In the moments of dimmed intellectual iridescence,

the flame of this writer's heart lusts for her goal.

Show the world the beauty of words and songs,

Paint a picture exclusively unique and tragically

mortal in the audience's mind,

Satisfy the thirst of those who longs,

for the peace of the peaceful paradise if time rewind.

Such is the joy and the tragedy of a writer,

who lives as a butterfly and dies a caterpillar,

fleeting yet eternal,

jovial yet satirically tragical.

The immortality of words are....

Elixir to the memory of a stranger,

who created the world with just a pen,

Masked the tragedy of good fortune,

created the world that will last forever,

lest she is forgotten,

Lest she is forgotten.

Pangunang Lunas (Randomness)

Kung may SUGAT ka...
Lagyan mo ng BETADINE
kung ayaw mo masaktan,
ALCOHOL para maiba naman. (Masochistic!)
PINAGLAGAAN NG DAHON NG BAYABAS naman
kung brok ka.
In short, walang pera.

Kung may PEKLAT ka,
Lagyan mo ng SEBO DE MACHO para mawala,
Well, yun ang sabi nila (*shrugs)*
Wala na'kong magagawa
May suggestion ka pa ba?

Kung may SORE THROAT ka,
At hindi makapagsalita,
Laklakin mo ang SALABAT,
Mag STREPSILS kung pasosyal
Better yet, VALDA PASTILLES

Kung inaatake kanaman ng antok,
Asus! Ang daming caffeinated drinks
Sa tabi-tabi!
Example?
Coke! Mountain Dew or Kape!
Hindi ba, sobrang simple?

Ang daming lunas 'no?
Mga lunas sa iba't ibang sakit
at karamdaman.

Pero kung BROKEN HEARTED ka
At ang puso mo'y nasugatan,
Eh, pusang gala, Iba na yan!
Hindi iyan basta bastang mawawala,
Kahit ilang benda o Band-aid pa
Ang ilagay mo diyan

So, Papaano ka na?
Nagmahal ka ng lubos,
Tapos iniwan ka niya,
O mahal mo siya pero
May mahal siyang iba

O di kaya nama'y
Niligawan ka niya
Pero umiwas ka,
Nang iwan ka niya, (argh!)
You get the point.
Well, the point is,
Paano ka na?

Si Doktor? Doctor Love?
Magtatanong ka ka Doctor love?
Hello!
Meron ba talaga no'n?
Kung may Doktor sa pagibig,
May assistant din ba siyang nurse?
So, siya na ba si
Nurse Love?

Grabe naman 'yon!
Parang mahirap magmahal,
Kung isang malaking sugat pala ang pagibig,
marahil namatay ka na sa infection
Kasi walang antiseptic. (Haha)

May pangunang lunas nga ba sa pagibig?
Gamot? Band Aid? Ano!? (hahaha galit!?)

Nakakatawa kung iisipin,
Ang daming kapilosopohan sa mundo
Siyempre kasama nadiyan ang pagibig,
Dahil ang mga sagot
Ay maaring nasa harapan mo

O di ba?
Hahanapin mo nalang?
Tititigan mo nalang?
Magiisip ka nalang?
Kahit patawa man lang?

Di yan kasalanan ng puso
O laman loob mo,
Well, hindi naman isang krimen ang magmahal
Except of course kung pedophile ka
But the point here is,
Kung tatakbo ka na rin lang sa labas at magsisisigaw ng
'Sino'ng may sala?!'

Bakit hindi mo kaya itanong sa sarili mo?
(grabe yun ah... haha wird thoughts)

A letter to the deep Ocean

I am contented as is,
there need not to worry.
As long as I see you happy,
I can live my life peacefully.
So please don't increase the gap,
that I have been trying to reach,
I just want your friendship back,
So do as you preach.
True, right now I worry,
About how to treat you,
But never is it really good to assume,
That I will keep feelings strongly for you,
You who've seen your angel descend
And have learned how to love.
I am happy so long as you talk and smile at me,
There need not to worry,
Although you are still important to me,
I will stay happy,
So long as our friendship stays and is enough...
I want to smile and laugh with you again,
Play the piano and guitar and then,
Share funny music and stories,
Just have good friendship memories,
I have known how love makes one happy,
So for and to you,
I shall not intervene,
Nor shall I show you anything more than what I have to.
Just see me as the 'friend' once more,
Because you have been someone
That I shall never erase in my heart.
I am your friend,
You are my friend,
Then, let's be friends.
About my feelings which worries you,
let it not bother you,
For it too, will pass,
Not everything like this lasts,
Soon I will forget that I have loved you,
And soon it wouldn't matter anymore to you too.
I just want to stay by your side,
And continue to care,
Watch you be happy,
and be happy too.
There need no to be worried,
Because right now
I have realized,
How much of a friend I wanted you to be,
And how our difference...scares me,
So my deep ocean,
Worry not and just be,
the friend that you and I are once is
For as a friend,
I would like to see you happy,
Share your pains when you're sad,
laugh and just be crazy just like before.
That's all that I wish,
that's all you have to give.
you're someone I can't get a hold of,
neither can I let go off.
So to my
Dearest friend Ocean,
I'll live as long as you're alive,
and I'll continue to watch over your happiness
and just be the friend that you need.
Please don't increase our distance
and worry...
Because as long as you are smiling, living and happy...
I too,
shall be...

Thank you Ocean, for teaching me just how to be me.
I wish you all the happiness I can wish for anyone in this world...
(just like what my G.C. told me n_n)

With a friend's deep love,
Tintinapay.
P.S. And please continue to smile and be happy!

To Legion.

I have maintained my silence
You persisted turbulence
You smile as if you are a god
but that has to be a big joke
Because behind my back,
you stab and stabbed
you smirk and you stabbed
until you can stab no more
Intrigues ring like a bell,
lies protrude from your empty shell
That brain of yours failed to see
that you've crossed the line
and wandered the dead sea
You are strong so long as you are many...
I call you...
LEGION of the dead,
The dead of the sea.
Hypocrites in virgin's robe,
truth is violated by smoke and alcohol
guilt behind reason,
Virgin no more.
Your words are strong,
my heart was torn,
but from within it,
my demons rose,
to seek your blood,
to make it flood,
to make you sad,
to kill the bad.
Legion, oh legion,
whose only weapons are words,
letters and companions,
come, take me down,
call your beloved minions
And from within this,
the sea turns red,
As I spill your blood,
without tears to shed...
So lone and brutal...I am
But compared to you
I'm not damned.
You've crossed the line,
I'll make you pay,
I won't give you a chance to pray,
No matter what I hear or you say,
I'll make sure to kill you
At the end of the day.
From within the demon's bed you lie,
he touches you and you writhe,
He breaths cigars to your soul,
and feeds you sinful wine...
He ties you with immoral twine,
Into your ears he whispers lies...
Until the avenging angels descends,
the devil will prevent you to repent,
for all the intrigues you've said and sent,
left your dagger a dent...
Into the devil's arms you lie,
The angels raised their swords to strike,
And finally, it was time for you...
to DIE.

If you can read this...thank a TEACHER

A guy from another org once came to me and asked what Institute I came from. When I told him that I was from the Institute of Eucation, he frowned and said that he was disappointed because I'll end up becoming ONLY a TEACHER. I frowned back and didn't say anything for a moment. Then I took a peice of paper and a pen and then I wrote the word 'APPLE'.

I then said:

"Please read the word on this paper." He looked baffled for a moment and then responded:

"APPLE." I smiled and then said:

"You can read it clearly right?"

"Yes." He answered raising a brow.

I put down the sheet of paper and then looked him in the eye and said:

"If you can read this... THANK A TEACHER."

he looked at men puzzled and I proceeded: "You can make money, reputation, fame... and get everything that you want. But you can never make what we make and do what we do...That is to make a DIFFERENCE."

Ang Tadhana (Destiny) ni Krsitine Mariz Ursua

Pagkilala, Pagkakaibigan, Pagpapaalam

ito ba ay bahagi ng tadhana?

Pagtawa, Pagsisisi, Pagluha,
Pagtayo at pagkadapa,

Kinailangan ba ito upang matuto magmahal?

Maraming pagbabago ang nagganap sa buhay ko. Lahat nagbago, maliban SAYO.

Lagi kang nakangiti...nagbibigay pag-asa sa iba...

Pero kapag ika'y nagiisa na,

Tutulo na lamang ang iyong mga luha.

Krus mong kay bigat magisa mong pinapasan

mga mata mong masaya noo'y ngayo'y...

wala nang liwanag.

"Tadhanang ka'y lupit," awit mo ng mahinhin,
lubayan mo ako sa aking paghimbing.

sapagkat alala'y ayaw ko nang damdamin,
bigat ng luha saking mga mata'y di ko na kakayanin."

Wika mo'y ubos na ang iyong mga dasal,

na walang nakakarinig,

walang pusong pumapantig

alang alang sa kaluluwa mong nakaratig,

ni ang Diyos ay hindi ka na narinig.

Pagkakaibigan, Pagpapaalam Pagkilala,

ito ba ay bahagi ng tadhana?
tunay nga ba na wala nang pag-asa?
Mali ka kaibigan!
Hindi ka nagiisa!

Lahat ay nagbabago ng tuluyan
Lahat-lahat pati pagkakaibigan
Kaya naman sa bawat kadilima'y
maktatagpo ka ng liwanag na masisilayan

Pagpapaalam Pagkilala,Pagkakaibigan


Anumang ayos o pagkakasunod-sunod

Iya'y bahagi ng tadhana

Kaya kaibigan kong bulag sa Nakaraan,

Umusad ka!

Pakatandaan mong hindi ka nagiisa!

Nandito kami...Andito ako...
Luha mo'y sasaluhin ko
Krus na pasan mo'y papasanin ko.


Sayo ako nakatingin at nakatanga,
ikaw ang laging inaalala...
pero ni isang sulyap di ka magbigay,
ni isang kislap ng mata...di tunay.

Kaibigan mo akong tuwina
nilikha ng Diyos upang magbigay pagasa.
Ang kamay Niya ang nagdala sa'ting dalawa
upang magkakilala
sa pamamagitan ng tadhana.