Pangunang Lunas (Randomness)

Kung may SUGAT ka...
Lagyan mo ng BETADINE
kung ayaw mo masaktan,
ALCOHOL para maiba naman. (Masochistic!)
PINAGLAGAAN NG DAHON NG BAYABAS naman
kung brok ka.
In short, walang pera.

Kung may PEKLAT ka,
Lagyan mo ng SEBO DE MACHO para mawala,
Well, yun ang sabi nila (*shrugs)*
Wala na'kong magagawa
May suggestion ka pa ba?

Kung may SORE THROAT ka,
At hindi makapagsalita,
Laklakin mo ang SALABAT,
Mag STREPSILS kung pasosyal
Better yet, VALDA PASTILLES

Kung inaatake kanaman ng antok,
Asus! Ang daming caffeinated drinks
Sa tabi-tabi!
Example?
Coke! Mountain Dew or Kape!
Hindi ba, sobrang simple?

Ang daming lunas 'no?
Mga lunas sa iba't ibang sakit
at karamdaman.

Pero kung BROKEN HEARTED ka
At ang puso mo'y nasugatan,
Eh, pusang gala, Iba na yan!
Hindi iyan basta bastang mawawala,
Kahit ilang benda o Band-aid pa
Ang ilagay mo diyan

So, Papaano ka na?
Nagmahal ka ng lubos,
Tapos iniwan ka niya,
O mahal mo siya pero
May mahal siyang iba

O di kaya nama'y
Niligawan ka niya
Pero umiwas ka,
Nang iwan ka niya, (argh!)
You get the point.
Well, the point is,
Paano ka na?

Si Doktor? Doctor Love?
Magtatanong ka ka Doctor love?
Hello!
Meron ba talaga no'n?
Kung may Doktor sa pagibig,
May assistant din ba siyang nurse?
So, siya na ba si
Nurse Love?

Grabe naman 'yon!
Parang mahirap magmahal,
Kung isang malaking sugat pala ang pagibig,
marahil namatay ka na sa infection
Kasi walang antiseptic. (Haha)

May pangunang lunas nga ba sa pagibig?
Gamot? Band Aid? Ano!? (hahaha galit!?)

Nakakatawa kung iisipin,
Ang daming kapilosopohan sa mundo
Siyempre kasama nadiyan ang pagibig,
Dahil ang mga sagot
Ay maaring nasa harapan mo

O di ba?
Hahanapin mo nalang?
Tititigan mo nalang?
Magiisip ka nalang?
Kahit patawa man lang?

Di yan kasalanan ng puso
O laman loob mo,
Well, hindi naman isang krimen ang magmahal
Except of course kung pedophile ka
But the point here is,
Kung tatakbo ka na rin lang sa labas at magsisisigaw ng
'Sino'ng may sala?!'

Bakit hindi mo kaya itanong sa sarili mo?
(grabe yun ah... haha wird thoughts)

A letter to the deep Ocean

I am contented as is,
there need not to worry.
As long as I see you happy,
I can live my life peacefully.
So please don't increase the gap,
that I have been trying to reach,
I just want your friendship back,
So do as you preach.
True, right now I worry,
About how to treat you,
But never is it really good to assume,
That I will keep feelings strongly for you,
You who've seen your angel descend
And have learned how to love.
I am happy so long as you talk and smile at me,
There need not to worry,
Although you are still important to me,
I will stay happy,
So long as our friendship stays and is enough...
I want to smile and laugh with you again,
Play the piano and guitar and then,
Share funny music and stories,
Just have good friendship memories,
I have known how love makes one happy,
So for and to you,
I shall not intervene,
Nor shall I show you anything more than what I have to.
Just see me as the 'friend' once more,
Because you have been someone
That I shall never erase in my heart.
I am your friend,
You are my friend,
Then, let's be friends.
About my feelings which worries you,
let it not bother you,
For it too, will pass,
Not everything like this lasts,
Soon I will forget that I have loved you,
And soon it wouldn't matter anymore to you too.
I just want to stay by your side,
And continue to care,
Watch you be happy,
and be happy too.
There need no to be worried,
Because right now
I have realized,
How much of a friend I wanted you to be,
And how our difference...scares me,
So my deep ocean,
Worry not and just be,
the friend that you and I are once is
For as a friend,
I would like to see you happy,
Share your pains when you're sad,
laugh and just be crazy just like before.
That's all that I wish,
that's all you have to give.
you're someone I can't get a hold of,
neither can I let go off.
So to my
Dearest friend Ocean,
I'll live as long as you're alive,
and I'll continue to watch over your happiness
and just be the friend that you need.
Please don't increase our distance
and worry...
Because as long as you are smiling, living and happy...
I too,
shall be...

Thank you Ocean, for teaching me just how to be me.
I wish you all the happiness I can wish for anyone in this world...
(just like what my G.C. told me n_n)

With a friend's deep love,
Tintinapay.
P.S. And please continue to smile and be happy!

To Legion.

I have maintained my silence
You persisted turbulence
You smile as if you are a god
but that has to be a big joke
Because behind my back,
you stab and stabbed
you smirk and you stabbed
until you can stab no more
Intrigues ring like a bell,
lies protrude from your empty shell
That brain of yours failed to see
that you've crossed the line
and wandered the dead sea
You are strong so long as you are many...
I call you...
LEGION of the dead,
The dead of the sea.
Hypocrites in virgin's robe,
truth is violated by smoke and alcohol
guilt behind reason,
Virgin no more.
Your words are strong,
my heart was torn,
but from within it,
my demons rose,
to seek your blood,
to make it flood,
to make you sad,
to kill the bad.
Legion, oh legion,
whose only weapons are words,
letters and companions,
come, take me down,
call your beloved minions
And from within this,
the sea turns red,
As I spill your blood,
without tears to shed...
So lone and brutal...I am
But compared to you
I'm not damned.
You've crossed the line,
I'll make you pay,
I won't give you a chance to pray,
No matter what I hear or you say,
I'll make sure to kill you
At the end of the day.
From within the demon's bed you lie,
he touches you and you writhe,
He breaths cigars to your soul,
and feeds you sinful wine...
He ties you with immoral twine,
Into your ears he whispers lies...
Until the avenging angels descends,
the devil will prevent you to repent,
for all the intrigues you've said and sent,
left your dagger a dent...
Into the devil's arms you lie,
The angels raised their swords to strike,
And finally, it was time for you...
to DIE.

I love you... Ocean

Ocean.... so blue and deep...
so endless I keep
falling towards the darkness of
this endless dream...
Where the waves of my confession
can't ever be heard...
by my one and only Ocean.

You were always with me...
Your smiles were as bright as the sunshine
your voice as gentle as the wind...
It made me fall...
into the endless depths of your
world.

All you ever saw was her...
I was always on the background
hoping, waiting
crying, and waiting
hoping you'll realize...

I'm drowning...
Endlessly falling...
endlessly calling....
Endlessly failing...
drowning...drowning...

Ocean, so blue and deep,
none can ever reach
my heart was ripped
I love you so much
I love you very much

Forgive me for my selfishness
for my gap and childishness
Only you can fill this emptiness
only you can drown away this sadness

Ocean, so blue and deep
The feelings I keep
I silence I offered
the moments I silently suffered
was all to be able to stay by your side.

Ocean, so blue and deep,
beloved Ocean so sad and dear,
I'll always be here,
I'll always be near...
I'll always be....

Falling...
drowning...
loving...
crying...
hurting...

Just to see you happy...
even if it wasn't with me...
dear Ocean,
I'll keep falling...keep drowning...

I'm sorry to keep on loving...

My one and only...
YOU.

Cold feet

Cold feet...

My feet is freaking cold! Damn.

If you can read this...thank a TEACHER

A guy from another org once came to me and asked what Institute I came from. When I told him that I was from the Institute of Eucation, he frowned and said that he was disappointed because I'll end up becoming ONLY a TEACHER. I frowned back and didn't say anything for a moment. Then I took a peice of paper and a pen and then I wrote the word 'APPLE'.

I then said:

"Please read the word on this paper." He looked baffled for a moment and then responded:

"APPLE." I smiled and then said:

"You can read it clearly right?"

"Yes." He answered raising a brow.

I put down the sheet of paper and then looked him in the eye and said:

"If you can read this... THANK A TEACHER."

he looked at men puzzled and I proceeded: "You can make money, reputation, fame... and get everything that you want. But you can never make what we make and do what we do...That is to make a DIFFERENCE."

I was waiting for NOTHING

They say that it's really bad for a man to make a woman wait for a long time and not come to the meeting. Every woman would have hated the guy so much they'll bring out hell on earth.

Last night I asked my dad to pick me up at school because I was running a high fever. But then again it was more than just that that I asked him to come for me. I was giving someone a chance. You see, I was supposed to give a very good friend of mine a personal notice and a letter. The reason why I didn't let anyone deliver it to him was because I wanted to see him and talk to him personally. Say something Important to him and kick his butt for being a jerk. I know! =_= I was quite foolish to wait for that person, only realizing that he'll not come like he used to. What can I do? He's a busy man. But he could have just left a message that he wouldn't be coming. It won't really take an hour to say "Hey, I won't be coming." But that isn't what he did.

That person made me wait for him for like 3 hours while i was really feeling the fever at its worst. That hurt me quite a bit. Not only because he made me look like a fool, who was waiting for nothing but also because I was foolish to have remained in that same place...giving him a chance when he really didn't care all about it anyway.

Given the chance if I were not sick I would have gone to him personally, but still I don't think that's proper. Showing up in his work only for a personal matter.Do you not think that it's selfish? I know =_= throwing fits just like that was also childish... I was inconsiderate for not thinking about his work and all... But what breaks my heart was the thought that this good friend of mine... just left me behind. How could you still smile when I was crying in that freaking corridor because of the damned fever? Did you really think that was a joke? Just how many excuses can you give? How can you just brush it off like that? If I didn't love you so much like a big brother I would have slapped you the moment you showed up.

Ok, fine. =_= this whole crap is cheap, total waste of time coz you're faster in your academics. Should I demand CHED to put me in their curriculum so your hands would be fast enough to leave a text message and say you couldn't come? I know I was quite selfish as well. But I really wouldn't do something like this if I didn't really have to.

The letters...I left it with someone at the debate chamber. I\But i still doubt she'd give it to that person. I was waiting for nothing after all. And I don't even know what's going through your head. I could apologize for bothering the hell out of you.

But the thing is, will you be man enough to realize what you just did and apologize? Do I still have importance with you? Coz you know, I've been keeping that same importance in me. Please don't break my heart again. I'm so sad right now. And If I didn't know better...you wouldn't have realized it if nobody told you.

This person...always finds a way to break my heart. =_= I hope my fever will heal soon. I have a concert on Friday. The flutists needs me badly. Never ever make a woman wait. That's not proper. A man should always be careful not to hurt a woman's heart. And that includes some simple ways to just tell her that you won't be coming so she wouldn't sit forever in that lonely corridor and wait for NOTHING.