A letter to the deep Ocean

I am contented as is,
there need not to worry.
As long as I see you happy,
I can live my life peacefully.
So please don't increase the gap,
that I have been trying to reach,
I just want your friendship back,
So do as you preach.
True, right now I worry,
About how to treat you,
But never is it really good to assume,
That I will keep feelings strongly for you,
You who've seen your angel descend
And have learned how to love.
I am happy so long as you talk and smile at me,
There need not to worry,
Although you are still important to me,
I will stay happy,
So long as our friendship stays and is enough...
I want to smile and laugh with you again,
Play the piano and guitar and then,
Share funny music and stories,
Just have good friendship memories,
I have known how love makes one happy,
So for and to you,
I shall not intervene,
Nor shall I show you anything more than what I have to.
Just see me as the 'friend' once more,
Because you have been someone
That I shall never erase in my heart.
I am your friend,
You are my friend,
Then, let's be friends.
About my feelings which worries you,
let it not bother you,
For it too, will pass,
Not everything like this lasts,
Soon I will forget that I have loved you,
And soon it wouldn't matter anymore to you too.
I just want to stay by your side,
And continue to care,
Watch you be happy,
and be happy too.
There need no to be worried,
Because right now
I have realized,
How much of a friend I wanted you to be,
And how our difference...scares me,
So my deep ocean,
Worry not and just be,
the friend that you and I are once is
For as a friend,
I would like to see you happy,
Share your pains when you're sad,
laugh and just be crazy just like before.
That's all that I wish,
that's all you have to give.
you're someone I can't get a hold of,
neither can I let go off.
So to my
Dearest friend Ocean,
I'll live as long as you're alive,
and I'll continue to watch over your happiness
and just be the friend that you need.
Please don't increase our distance
and worry...
Because as long as you are smiling, living and happy...
I too,
shall be...

Thank you Ocean, for teaching me just how to be me.
I wish you all the happiness I can wish for anyone in this world...
(just like what my G.C. told me n_n)

With a friend's deep love,
Tintinapay.
P.S. And please continue to smile and be happy!

To Legion.

I have maintained my silence
You persisted turbulence
You smile as if you are a god
but that has to be a big joke
Because behind my back,
you stab and stabbed
you smirk and you stabbed
until you can stab no more
Intrigues ring like a bell,
lies protrude from your empty shell
That brain of yours failed to see
that you've crossed the line
and wandered the dead sea
You are strong so long as you are many...
I call you...
LEGION of the dead,
The dead of the sea.
Hypocrites in virgin's robe,
truth is violated by smoke and alcohol
guilt behind reason,
Virgin no more.
Your words are strong,
my heart was torn,
but from within it,
my demons rose,
to seek your blood,
to make it flood,
to make you sad,
to kill the bad.
Legion, oh legion,
whose only weapons are words,
letters and companions,
come, take me down,
call your beloved minions
And from within this,
the sea turns red,
As I spill your blood,
without tears to shed...
So lone and brutal...I am
But compared to you
I'm not damned.
You've crossed the line,
I'll make you pay,
I won't give you a chance to pray,
No matter what I hear or you say,
I'll make sure to kill you
At the end of the day.
From within the demon's bed you lie,
he touches you and you writhe,
He breaths cigars to your soul,
and feeds you sinful wine...
He ties you with immoral twine,
Into your ears he whispers lies...
Until the avenging angels descends,
the devil will prevent you to repent,
for all the intrigues you've said and sent,
left your dagger a dent...
Into the devil's arms you lie,
The angels raised their swords to strike,
And finally, it was time for you...
to DIE.

If you can read this...thank a TEACHER

A guy from another org once came to me and asked what Institute I came from. When I told him that I was from the Institute of Eucation, he frowned and said that he was disappointed because I'll end up becoming ONLY a TEACHER. I frowned back and didn't say anything for a moment. Then I took a peice of paper and a pen and then I wrote the word 'APPLE'.

I then said:

"Please read the word on this paper." He looked baffled for a moment and then responded:

"APPLE." I smiled and then said:

"You can read it clearly right?"

"Yes." He answered raising a brow.

I put down the sheet of paper and then looked him in the eye and said:

"If you can read this... THANK A TEACHER."

he looked at men puzzled and I proceeded: "You can make money, reputation, fame... and get everything that you want. But you can never make what we make and do what we do...That is to make a DIFFERENCE."

Ang Tadhana (Destiny) ni Krsitine Mariz Ursua

Pagkilala, Pagkakaibigan, Pagpapaalam

ito ba ay bahagi ng tadhana?

Pagtawa, Pagsisisi, Pagluha,
Pagtayo at pagkadapa,

Kinailangan ba ito upang matuto magmahal?

Maraming pagbabago ang nagganap sa buhay ko. Lahat nagbago, maliban SAYO.

Lagi kang nakangiti...nagbibigay pag-asa sa iba...

Pero kapag ika'y nagiisa na,

Tutulo na lamang ang iyong mga luha.

Krus mong kay bigat magisa mong pinapasan

mga mata mong masaya noo'y ngayo'y...

wala nang liwanag.

"Tadhanang ka'y lupit," awit mo ng mahinhin,
lubayan mo ako sa aking paghimbing.

sapagkat alala'y ayaw ko nang damdamin,
bigat ng luha saking mga mata'y di ko na kakayanin."

Wika mo'y ubos na ang iyong mga dasal,

na walang nakakarinig,

walang pusong pumapantig

alang alang sa kaluluwa mong nakaratig,

ni ang Diyos ay hindi ka na narinig.

Pagkakaibigan, Pagpapaalam Pagkilala,

ito ba ay bahagi ng tadhana?
tunay nga ba na wala nang pag-asa?
Mali ka kaibigan!
Hindi ka nagiisa!

Lahat ay nagbabago ng tuluyan
Lahat-lahat pati pagkakaibigan
Kaya naman sa bawat kadilima'y
maktatagpo ka ng liwanag na masisilayan

Pagpapaalam Pagkilala,Pagkakaibigan


Anumang ayos o pagkakasunod-sunod

Iya'y bahagi ng tadhana

Kaya kaibigan kong bulag sa Nakaraan,

Umusad ka!

Pakatandaan mong hindi ka nagiisa!

Nandito kami...Andito ako...
Luha mo'y sasaluhin ko
Krus na pasan mo'y papasanin ko.


Sayo ako nakatingin at nakatanga,
ikaw ang laging inaalala...
pero ni isang sulyap di ka magbigay,
ni isang kislap ng mata...di tunay.

Kaibigan mo akong tuwina
nilikha ng Diyos upang magbigay pagasa.
Ang kamay Niya ang nagdala sa'ting dalawa
upang magkakilala
sa pamamagitan ng tadhana.

Sitting beside a crossed face man

Feels as worst as hell.